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BE THANKFUL  for your depression!- I am. 

update - 16/03/15

 

im in new zealand now i know i haven written here since a long time but even after - going through a good depression in india - and then coming out of it on my own - without any pills 

 

 

coming out stronger with higher self control - i dont get angry anymore - like its been a looooong time since i last shouted at someone or got all emotional negatively over something or someone--

 

 

because ive learnt some ways and tricks

 

 

from tyler from real social dynamics

 

tyler says so many funny things and does imitations of other ppl like newbies and hardcases - remembering his lines - and then releating thme and saying them makes me LMAO.-- and then " but then she dumped meeeeeee......" hahahahahaha 

 

ill put his video quote here when i next find it 

 

 

- i went on a walk talking to my self - swearing - fucking rich ppl out loud in nz streets and a lot more stuff and completely enjoying my self

 

 BUT BUT BUT 

 

 

little depressions

a little depression is when you are doing what highly depressed ppl do like suicidal thoughts and - ve attitude about life but in little little amounts here and ther 

 

this is not a good way to live either son.....\

 

set goals and make plans and work on em - 

 

throw good material like this and videos and books and audio at your self and than do what we tell you to do\

 

 

im telling yo to think now go away and think - thios is how i think 

 

i use questions and answers eg how can i make money and then i list down alllllllll the possible ways i can come up with and that gives me a bolt of inspiration to do one of those now

 

now one of you will go like " but lakshay........lakshay........... i did what you told me to do "- nubie south park voice)  it didnt work "

 

 

it dident work ? then go fuck yourself. period.

 

 

xD

 

 

being in a negative mood is no way to live -n learn how to enjoy life bitch 

 

- sware at ppl say bitch mother fucker 

 like here-

what is depression?- my defination - no bullshit 

depression is nothing but you being a bitch and blaming it on your circumstances and other ppl 

 

its a negative state of mind - you are in a negative state of mind

 

quick - long term cures[hardcase dumb idiots this is not for you ] -

1.go to any place where you can find women/ cute girlstaht you like  - parks, streets,malls, schools, ANYWHERE 

and go talk to them- just say hi or just any thing but have them say something back - i want you to engage in a conversation here but just hi - nice weather isent it - or hi do you speak english - if your in thailand  doesnt matter just any thing 

 

and watch how quickly your depression goes away and you become happy 

 

causion as soon as you see the girl walk towards her and say anything - if she was the only girl you found that day and you can see she is leaving - run towards her - 

if you have waited for 5 minutes - shut the fuck up man up and go to her and say anything if your creepy be creepy its probaily your first time doing this - you will be afraid and what not but your depression will go away -- and this 

 

2. watch comedy - like tyler's videos-http://j.gs/801645/rsdtyler

 hes got valuable info that you can use to apply in the process above and hes funny

 

3. do not mastrubate toooooo often as in even - like 3 times in 2 days is crap, you may, but what the fuck are you doing ,you are wasting valuable time, and then getting more depressed by mastrubating and feeling bad about doing it - dont feel bad, and dont mastrubate rather get good with girls and get girls to service your dick - the dick is a good toy but its proper use is in a girls hands or in her - read this -http://j.gs/801645/porn

"hardning up is NOT what you need to do "- BULLSHIT

you have to harden up , tougnen up and get your shit together 

 

 

if you cant do that then just let it go and give up , breakdown , let your current reality shatter (my case school in india that i didnt like - i gave up on my goal of IIT.)

 

BREAKDOWN so that you can recreate yourself - a better structure that would be stronger than who you were before

 

 

so there are 2 approaches to get rid of your depression problem

 

1 just straight away toughen up 

 

2 break down and then become a more stronger structure 

like a scientific system - if it can not take all that pressure it breaks and into pieces and then the pieces re-allign themselves into a newer structure thats capable of handeling the shit thrown at it 

 

 

more explained here:

 

 

 

 

 

One thing that came to me over and over again when i was suicidal was:

 

What is the Purpose of it all ?, Why live? what is the purpose of life ? Why should  I not kill myself?

 

You see everything  around me at that time was crap , I dint like my parents my school my room my f***ing slow computer, and internet "KNOWLEDGE IS POWER, INTERNET HAS KNOWLEDGE" see the connection no internet=you are powreless, I hated my mastrubationa and  porn watching ,my friends ,the fact that I had no girls as friends, I dint go to school or out of my house where I could talk to people, i dint brush ,bathe or trim so i dint like my body ,face or clothes that i wore and so just  staying awake was sooo danm  crappy and made me feel bad  that I slllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllept all day to escape from my reality to my dream land which was mostly random and i could only remember if i wrote it down but i was too lazy for that. 

 

 

The purpose of life is to enjoy  All the good in  this life as much as possible and minimise or put an end to the crap stuff in life 

 

 

   If your life does not include the following elements consistently  then you are defeating the whole purpose of life and you will feel bad or if you are like me , that you are, a human being , the you will be depressed and suicidal.

 

 

1. A MOTIVE TO LIVE other than to do away with the pain of not eating. eg mine was exploring the lucid dream world. can be any thing for you

2.JOY

3.happiness

4.enjoyment-ie en=together joying-playing being happy - eg girls playing/working/doing something with boys both being happy together

5. smiling at little kids age- 1- 8 eg. if this does not bring a smile to you face your perception is destorted:

Im now going to tell you how to fix that so pay attention

Equipment required:

 

1. Somethiong to write on eg paper / microsoft word

2. something to write with- eg pen/ keyboard

3. your UTMOST ATTENTION miss any step and you will stay depressed.

 

PROCEDURE

 

STEP 1- answer this question: WHY should you not kill yourself ? write your answer on your paper

 

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